Rant 1; Boys Suck!!!

Okay so the very day I decide to start a blog I also get this annoying text from the guy who I was sleeping with.  Leaving me not feeling very writer bloggy.  It wasn’t  anything serious but it seemed like it was heading in that direction. We had plans to visit his family’s cabin mid April and everything. he wanted me to be exclusive to him and for the most part I was.  But at the same time he kept reminding me and me reminding him that this was casual.  Here’s the rant I posted on Facebook when I should have been blogging about my writing.

You fucking bastard!!! Things i wish I could say.

Okay so we had sex…. really really good sex according to you. Hell I’m in full agreement there too. But damn your egotistic self. I know we said we wanted to keep it casual. Hell you’re too much drama to get involved with your ass. But when you’re not a drama queen and all sweet and wonderful I forget. I was even in the middle of writing you an email saying that I’d like to consider dating you eventually when you texted me about that awesome date you went on last night. (The very day after you told me you couldn’t wait for me to see you. BASTARD!) We would have had to discuss things before I even considered jumping into a relationship with you…. Guess that’s moot. You did this once before to me and I let it slide because we never discussed how honest we were going to be. Well when you told me I said I needed you to be honest with me if you wanted to date someone not after you dated them!!! BASTARD!!! You are fucking selfish and yes you did hurt me. Am I that awful of a person that you don’t want to date me but you’d gladly fuck me? Guess so. So here’s the deal, when that girl leaves you, you can fuck yourself. My pussy’s out of commission. You’re going to have to find someone willing to put up with your pussy behavior. I want me a man who isn’t a selfish dick!

So I sent him a nice little text about an hour ago. He responds that he’s “irked” that I’m upset. That he stated plainly where we stood. That yeah he was thinking of moving things forward but after that great date I should be okay being put on the back burner.


ASSHOLE!!!